I can’t explain this feeling. My friend passed away almost a week ago. His name was Bobby and he literally did all he could to make the people around him happy. He always succeeded in doing so. He always put others before himself no matter what the situation. Bobby had so much energy it was crazy but that’s why he was and still is loved by so many. Today was his viewing, I went to say my last good byes and just so I could see him for one last time.  Knowing I’ll never see him laughing or smiling again after that moment made me feel so empty inside I can’t even explain. I know we’re all under the impression that God has his plans and that everything happens for a reason but what was bobbys reason to die? If you knew him you’d know he didn’t deserve any of this. He had such a bright future ahead of him that he worked so hard for. I just wish this was all a dream and that I’d go to graduation and I’d see you sitting there smiling and then you’d give me a big hug and say “We did it.. We finally graduated” But instead of that the Class of 2012 has to look at an empty chair for you and Courtney. I know you two will be there watching but it just won’t be the same without you two. I miss you so much, I’m going to try to smile because I know that’s what you’d want. I love you Bobby.